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sad year

it’s been a sad year dithering betweeen absurd hope and hopeless desperation in the end yielding to despair that’s what you get from being an atheist when being offered a miracle you decline because you don’t belive in miracles and afterwards there’s regret so then you start waiting for the miracle to come but it’s … Continue reading

desperately lonely

i have been lonely before and i have been desperate before but never this desperately lonely (how to find back to my normal level of loneliness? how to find back to my normal level of desperation?)